my dear fren ajiz is expecting for the his 3rd this coming oct. yanti apparently dah pegnen for nearly 5 mths. emm.. i was quite surprised... ye la, dahlama tak keep in touch with him, suddenly bile call nak borak and ask few things from him, dpt tau this little news... ape2 pun, i was happy for him. die ckp dah nak tutup kedai. ajis got 2 boys in the tow, so hopefully this time, they can get a little pinky la plak. nway, knowing ajiz, i don think he is that desperate..

ekceli, for quite some time nih, i was thinking to get imi a little brother or sister. tah camne that idea came across. of coz, i am under the planning thingy. that thought dtg masa i was trying to get other job, and tgh nak interview with n*stle. tak de rezeki kat situ and i was thinking why not i get another type of rezeki...hehheh.. dah throw the idea to darl but he didnt buy the idea. cam tak baper setuju, he wanted more time to spend with imi.

bile pegang/tgk baby org cam teringin plak nak baby sendiri..hehheh... of cos, at the same time, i want to spend as much as i can with imi. die pun dah makin lasak and need more attention now. tgk eyna pregnen, ija pun dah almost 3 mths, and i was itchy nak get pegnen gak..

tak pe la, since darl pun cam tak ready lagi, mayb i can put it on hold until next yr... insyaallah...

over the weken, we went to k.ngah's hse. mak and abah were there, so we went to had lunch there on sunday. imi had fun tgk abg & kakak, maklum la memang suka beno ngan older brothers and sisters. biasa la budak kan.

oth, he is now very unpredictable. in the morning, i had the difficulty nak gi keja coz die macam tau je that i'm leaving. tak nak ngan org lain. nak pegang kaki mama je. adus, camne nak buat. then, bile i hand him over to darl, he will cry out loud. ala, sian tul tgk. it makes me wanna cry too. like this morning camtu la... tak nak langsung ngan papa, and he cried. memang makes me just want to hold him and hug him, kiss him endlessly. if i wish i can be with him all the time eventho he sometimes do somethg that raise my blood, if i ever wish i can always hug and kiss him and never let anybody else hold him... how i wish....*sigh* i luv u, my son...

he is so ganas lately and can be very bossy... since he cannot speak yet, he will tunjuk to get whatever he wants... if we give wrongly, he will scream or baling the thing... till that extand ok... klu die nak main tu, jgn harap la can nurse him... cannot at all... hai yak budak botak tuh...

his meal time will keep us sweating. kena follow him thru all the way to whereever he go. no more high chair, he will scream. to good thing is, if we follow thru, abis 1 mangkuk he will eat so, ikut la gak. initially, i was terrified to discipline him  that every meal time, kena dok kat high chair, nampaknye cannot la... he will do it in his own way...

oth, he is now very much mobile. cuma vocal je lagi. pantang nampak kasut, he will point to that kasut and tunjuk nak kluar... very pandai budak botak nih. nak kluar jln2 la.. and once he got his feet on the ground, jgn harap la nak dokong balik... tu pasal klu kat kedai or otther place susah tul nak letak die. dah la jln menonong je, tak pandang org langsung. pretend to be adult and will go on jln and jln. sabo je la... klu kite angkat mula la scream cam ape je... will cry his lung out... aiyo, malu siut mama and papa cam nih...hehhhe

this weken, plan to go for Mxs family day in kiara. looks like very enjoying games. ada fundair and everything. so kena bawak bibik skali to help me controlling this little fellow.  will see how nanti...

i was trying to blog from hse since got streamyz @ home... tapi having little imi beside me while i was trying to on the pc, was a big hu ha... susah  tul... tak leh nak control plak.. die ketuk the keyboards, the  mouse and basically everything la... last2 tutup balik...

budak botak tu nowadays memang susah tul nak kontrol and dah pandai nak instruct org la plak... tunjuk tgn nak ape2 pun... klu tak bagi dah mula show tantrums... isk, sabo je la.... as i said to darl, masa kecik2 nih memang la nampak cute je tunjuk2 ngan tgn but bile dah besa nanti still nak mengarah memang la nak kena...hehhehe...

nway, i had gud time thru out my weken. spend the whole time with imi was the most memorable time i ever had. on sat, i went to MIL hse pagi2 ikut darl... since BIL tak de kat umah, i thot it will be easier nak laziness kat MIL hse... so, arnd 9 dah sampai kat sana... lepak2 sampai mlm... gi pasa, send mak ya  to billion to buy some of her things b4 balik asrama... and most of the time, golek2 ngan imi... huhuuu... jumpa dz kejap coz gave her AF tiket....

sun plak, spend time ngan imi lagi.... tapi ptg tuh decided to sleep in MIL sbb darl  need to repair our car......

we headed up to bagan lalang last sunday... syoknye budak botak tu main air. at first, he was quite scared, takut tgk air, takut tgk tgn kotor kena pasir and what not. he even cannot get up coz don know how to coz tgn dah koto...hehhehhe... but after that, he really got into his feet. tak leh pegang langsung.... jatuh gedebuk and basah all the way. but surely he really like that.

we went off after asar. siapkan imi, bath him and get ready. at abt 5pm, we left hse. ikut jln dlm, and of coz terasa jauh gak..even imi was quite bored in the car. since he was not sleeping, mula la die meraban tak tau nak buat pe....nway, we managed to reach there at abt 6.10pm... survey tpt dulu, and apparently ada kite festival/competition something kat situ but we were not watching that, terus gi pantan dulu. air tgh surut so, jauh la sket... dah puas main air, bath him again... that was abt 7 dah... tgk kite competition plak sampai maghrib. sambil tu feed him with his usual rice porridge.. agaknye lapa kot, mkn laju je...hehheheh...

then we off to maghrib and had our dinner kat usual rest. but frustrated cos fud was not nice as usual. ikan pari was keras, siakap stim was tah ape2 and sotong celup tepung was cold.. pe nih... sib baik the price was considered cheap. it was rm28 with that 3 sifud, nasi, telo dada and air tembikai. nway, it was nice ambience... syok skali skala dok kat tepi laut memalam...

we reached back home after 10. imi was tegolek dok dah...penat la tuh... but he was so gud boy. tak make any fuss langsung all the way. i think he enjoy the trip la kot... shud go again nanti.... i take this as my birthday treat la...hehhehe

dah type ilang la pulok... tension gue...

tapi since i am big 30 today, so kena la cool sket kan... nway, just nak type sket je la... just want to wish myself a big 30 young old..

alhamdulilaah for all gracious rezeki from ALlah...got the wish from darl @ midnite and again this morning b4 going to work.

just pray for more happening rezeki years to come. for more happy things to our family. insyaallah....

i had a blast weken.. went back to raub, had kenduri on friday nite, had fud galore all  the way till sunday, baked cake on sat, mak did bubur on that evening... friday punye kenduri had gulai labu, pecal, ayam goreng and rendang daging... fuh, penuh perut siut... very the very full.... despite being late to arrived and 1st to leave, i still appreciate our balik kg this time.

imi had very fun time as well... pagi sabtu he had pool time with all his cousin... pakai his swimming trunk yg besa (or mayb die yg kecik).... he enjoyed it very much. tak nak kluar from that pool langsung... siap jerit2 nak dok lama lagi... but since the pool kecik, had to do 2 trip of mandi... pas die kluar, those abg2/kakak pulak...but, he really enjoyed it....

we had to leave early on sunday morning. darl dah promise with hs fren to go for auction and he has to be @ his bengkel at 10am.. siut betul... sedey je balik awal... we reached abt 5min after 10... anta die, i straight away go to puchong perdana and had some wet material for my kitchen plak.... went home and relax....

that evening, need to send mak sal to shah alam.. so, ajak darl go to tasik shah alam... after send mak sal, way we off to tasik.. it was 6.30 already... nway, imi was having fun... maklum la dah dapat "kaki".. he is really into walking now... marah klu we take off his kasut... and tunjuk pintu to go out.. alahai anak mama nih...

emmm.... i miss my son already...*sigh*

oth, i called nes*le to check on my status... i was so nervous..hehheh.. lama tul tak call2 nih kan... they said, they are still considering the candidates... latest by next week. i just pray for my luck. insyaallah ada rezeki ada la... if not, betapa la lagi kat sini...

imi was down on fever last 2 days... on tues evening, balik je umah, mas told me that he was quite panas...i'm taking EL yesterday. ekclei i got a mc from the klinik but i was thinking to take EL je coz last week dah amik MC for that interview...

talking abt the interview, i still didnt get any phone call from them. shud i sai quit and no hope or what... i think, i shud be. usually it wont take more that 2 wks.. so, i guess it may not be my rezeki yet. tak pe la, of coz deep in heart i still hope that i will get some gud news from them. insyaallah....

so, what did i do yesterday... melayan je budak botak tuh.. lasak yg teramat... he cannot sit stay for  more that 1 min... or lesser than that. i was sweating all over melayan die. he also was sweating till i can see the sweat kat atas mulut.. heheh.. so funny and so comel.. i really love this boy la... muahss imi...

alhamdulillah, we managed to organised imi's 1st besday partay last sunday. it was small group of people... really adik beradiknye gathering seems... alhamdulillah everyboday turned out, accept for mat who practicularly lambat but still managed to come, so that is more than enuf.

i cooked pulut kuning + rendang daging, meehun goreng, ayam goreng, kuih lapis and fruits... and of coz kek nemo for our little son. fud memang abis, nothing less nothing more and i was so grateful with it.  bebaloi betul ngan penat memasak. our day ended up @ 10pm with mat being the last family to leaved. ye la, die pun sampai dekat maghrib where ekceli party dah abihs... but its ok sbb k.azie and abg din pun dtg at  the same time.

imi got a lot of kereta and truck as his gift.. klaka la plak, ada la dlm 5-6 ketul trucks that he got... hehhe..will post some photos later...

oth, yesterday went to my interview... i would not give any comment. just wait and see. if ada rezeki ada la.. i'm just not gud in giving komen based on yesterday interview. it was really straight forward, i know their expectation and they know my experience. the decision is with them so, i have to pray for that. the perks are gud and i'm just looking forward to that but again, if Allah permits, insyaallah... for the time being, dok la diam kat dpn my workstation nih.

i got an xcited phone call 2 days ago... yep, i have been waiting for such call... just talked abt how bad market rite now since i have got any phone calls yet eventho have been trying like months ago...

eventho it was just an "interview" baru, but i am so grateful, alhamdulillah... at least i know, i have gud qualification that ekceli attract company out there and most important, its not just any company, its NESTLE....huhuuu....

i am praying so hard that this will work... insyaallah, klu Allah dah tetapkan rezeki kat situ, HE will make my route easier... insyaallah, AMIN.....

position yg they offered is consumer insight exec, its all abt market research. so, i have to get some info on market research, what type of activities that ms have.. all i knew so far is focus group... tu je la, sbb masa kat time dulu, this was quite popular exercise... i need to call k.lin from digi. she is the expert in ms.. kena get some info. meantime, i have surfed nestle's website to get more info on this company and basically to get familiar on the products. apparently, they have a lot of products and some of it tak penah denga pun especially the healthcare product.. diorang ada susu for diebitic, supplement milk...all kind of things. other than that, yg popular like nescafe, milo, maggi, tu semue org tau... and of coz, baby fud as well.. so, nak kena familiarise all this products so that i will be able to relate the product nanti.....

dah lama tak pegi interview, the last time was maxis's interview which was 3 yrs back... so, hopefully i will do gud and tak gabra sgt... the interview will be on next tuesday @ 1.30pm.  so, please pray for me... insyaallah....