yes... i'm bloging from home... thanks to streamyx... not really thanks la sbb lembab giler...

now, imi tgh zzzZZZzzz so mama having fun looking at the computer. bukan buat pe pun, saje je bukak blog and do some updet la...

we're going back to raub this evening... yippiiii... syoknye.. lama sungguh tak balik. mayb later in the evening baru gerak, as usual la... we will be last to reach raub if compare to others... but who cares kan.. yg penting balik... tu pun dah cukup bersyukur that darl nak balik...

updet on the car... ada few people wanted to see the car but semue cancel the appointment... mlm tadi supposed ada sorang nak tengok , cancel plak last min... tak tau kenapa and he wanted to see 2morow evening plak. so kena la tunggu till i come back from raub dulu...

another person supposed to see this morning who lives in cheras.. tapi tak de plak confirm so i take it as cancel la... tak pe la...

oth, i'm selling my wira as well.. so ada 2 cars on sale rite now... hopefully we can get better car after selling wira...

so, off of today...

alhamdulillah, imi dgn jayanye telah minum 2 btls yesterday.... i'm so proud of u sayang but at the same cannot resist the guilty feeling for giving u other than my milk.. but mama have no choice..... sorry ye sayang...

i was quite worried the 1/2 of yesterday... macam2 pikir, takut imi ngamok, tak nak minum susu la... i called @ noon, MIL was not around. they went to hosp... biras plak ckp mas was in the room nak tidokan imi... i was quite worried at that time... masa tu dah kul 12, in my mind, takkan imi tak tido2 lagi... isk...

so, i called MIL, they were at pandan indah... i waited til 12.45, again, called the hse... dpt ckp ngan mas... she said, imi minum 1 btl, of coz with some fussy mussy la... but still he drank it. almost finished... ok, lega...... i was quite ok lepas dgr tuh...

at 2pm, MIL called... so, citer2 jap ngan die... she said, don worry, imi just doing fine. alhamdulillah... such a gud boy anak mama and very the very hunny bunny....:)

all this while imi has been exclusively breastfed my me.. for almost 14mths... and now, its time to introduce him to formula milk... yes, i have decided to supplement him with the milk.

last friday me and darl went to giant to find some milk for imi... tgk sana, tgk sini... byk sungguh susu kat atas pelantar tuh.. tak tau nak pilih yg mana satu plak. at the end, we decided to try on Mamil Gold 1-3 yrs... tak de flavor, original je. thinking that he once on mamex gold when he was 1-3 mths.... insyaallah he will love the taste.

so, saturday came... here was the real explorace... i tried to give him dlm kul 9... he rejected... ok, so i decided to stop kejap.. mayb die tak lapa lagi and tak nak minum... so, i waited till 9.30,  buat 100ml and bawa gi bilik... make him comfirtable... nampak die cam sleepy.. so, tried again... ya Allah, he was crying, screaming... i forced  him to drink.. sumbat gak... with the watery eyes, he drink little bit.. but still rejected... masyaallah.. at that time i was thinking to stop... but i have to kuatkan semangat and let him with the bottle... minum gak la, abis dlm 150ml but with teary eyes... i felt so guilty... and gave him my  milk... susahnye....

that evening, tried again for 100ml... surprisingly senang sket eventho nanagis gak.. abihla 100mlm...

sunday.. langsung die reject... i am totally scared how will he goes on monday... ya allah... never thot  this hard.... but, i will let him used to it slowly... kena slowly and let him used to it.....insyaallah he will be ok...

so, today i will see how it goes... imi now with MIL. so, insyaallah he will be better took care....amin..

yes, that was what Hj (read: my boss) told us when he decided to handed "the" letter to our GM. so, i am now bossless... ada ke such word??ehhehhe..

nway, it was sad see more and more people leaving.. tak tau kenapa  but it hurts...
but what can we do... better pay, better life insyaallah in the new place.

i just hope that i will get better opportunity later. hopefully b4 next year, b4 i embark for my 2nd child...insyaallah. i am trying to get a new place, preferably nearer to puchong macam kat cyberjaya... so, hopefully i'll get one later. insyaallah, if Allah permits.

i was in mothercare @ alamanda on sat... nih gara2 depa buat special sale during the weken. punye la kiasu, sampai terus gi sana alone.

imi was gud boy, tido lama so i left him with bibik... shopping sakan sbb tak de org.. syok siut..hehheh... so, ended up bought 2 sandals, 1 3/4 pant and 1 t-shirt... abih dlm rm124. tu pas deduct extra 10%.. tu pun ada lagi yg tak dpt sbb i was eyeing on the swimming suit but kat that branch tak jual.. sabo je la... but i am still happy.

yesterday, went there again, but this time nak tukar size sandal for imi. dah alang2 beli yg branded, better make sure he can wear it for quite some time. 1 sandal for daily use and the other one more to jln2 wear... fuh, memang worth and i am satisfied eventho mama dah broke abih nih.

dah la on friday i was buying few items for  him as well. sian papa, that i abondon him lately...*sigh*. tak pe la, papa punye nanti mama carikan ok....hehhehe

huhu... i have made my booking to penang... darl and i agreed to have a short trip or shud i say pre-anniversary just b4 posa... we are heading to north, penang to be exact...yeaaaaa....

it's going to be on 2/9 - 4/9. booking at holiday inn. hopefully everything will confirmed soon. dah fax everything to reliance and waiting for their confirmation and reference number later. further, i have aso book 1 apartment in PD in somewhere in november.. why byknye travel...manyak luit ke??

tak la... this is courtesy from m*xis yg bagi travel voucher amount of RM700. tak de le banyak sgt compared to last 2 yrs which we had rm1000. tapi still alhamdulillah. that makes our live more chearful.. hopefully la kan...:)

nway, i am quite xcited to go for this travel. last yr we went to langkawi and at that time imi was 6 mths old. alhamdulillah he was a gud boy all along the trip and stay there. insyaallah he will be as gud as that this time around. but i would forsee his kelasakan berganda since he is already grown up. tapi yg ok nye sbb senang la sket nak manage coz die pun dah mkn everythg and on that matter senang nak handle la.... that reminds me to stat giving him nasi biasa starting tomorrow.. no more porridge..... other than that, we'r quite gear up to have trip of full of beach/pool and makan2 over there.... insyaallah....

i have been in this 360 degree for promotion, ala from E to SE je pun. tah2 increment pun secoet je...
i still remember when i was in the  middle of deciding to join here, i went to D*gi's interview which ekceli more interested to my interest. at that particular interview, i was ekceli asked  to give my specific salary and i was being arrogant sket and asked for double than in here. obviously memang tak dpt la.. and of coz, anasir2 luar bagi semue reasons to be here instead of there. but see how it goes now....

memang la, overall, market is not that good. being in the matured market, its kind of difficult... apparently, HR is not really taking care of the employee. of coz people will move to get a better deal. i am one of them but so far, it is quite slow. ye la, dah reaching end of the year, tak byk opportunities pun. semue pun silent mode je. and furthermore kena la tunggu promotion nih if ever it takes place.

oth, we we planning to go for short trip to penang b4 posa. most probably 2 sept... dah survey the resort yg nak pegi. muri was suggesting lone pine resort, small and not crowded place. hopefully will get there and meet aunty shabi and co..heehhehe

budak botak tu betambah2 manja ngan ngada2 sket lately. biasa la, my baby kan... ooo.. talking abt him make me miss him even more.....*sigh*

since the day we had the accident, mama was quite patah kaki, nowhere to go since all the cars parked in front of our hse have no road tax..!!!! oppss.... its suppose to be secret kan... hehhehe...

nway, memang patah kaki. last sat, nak pegi umairah's party pun kena menumpang k.ngah and balik kena tumpang mak n abah plak...lucky memang they planned to overnite @ our hse...:)...

so, sat morning, dah merempat @ MIL's hse in early of the morning, ikut darl pegi keja, and lepak kat umah MIL. sampai pas zohor, darl fetched me and send to k.ngah's hse. sampai je, lepak2 jap terus gi umah mat plak. mkn2 and amik2 gambo then baru balik... sempat lagi pegi pasa mlm pas tuh....that ends my saturday... penuh ngan tumpang menumpang....ehehhehhe
darl pun balik lambat that nite... tak de gi kemana pun... dok umah diam2 je... imi pun dah penat after the whole day event tuh...

sunday, marked our ever day yg tak kluar... paling2 pun gi giant je.. tu pun dlm 1 hr je... very klaka... sian mak ngan abah yg tak keman pun that day... dok umah je. ptg tuh, layan imi mandi kat pool... sambil2 buat gardening sket2... very the very semangat, terus ajak mak gi kedai kat bawah tuk beli pasu panjang tuk tanam bunga lagi... unfortunately pasu tu dah abis stock plak...:p...

after maghrib, gi ikut darl gunting rambut... adoila, punye le boring...hehhehheh.

there goes my weken... my boring weken...!!!

weken was fun alas... we had an accident to close our weken....*sigh*

on sat, me and imi had fun kat k.ngah's hse for danish's besday party. we went w/out darl. as usual he was at work. pagi2 lagi dah kat MIL's hse... then after asar, we went straight to sg long. tak ramai yg dtg. mak n abah were not there, mat came late evening. but nway, had mkn2... ada lontong, mee goreng, puding, popia and kuih bakar, as well as karipap. imi mkn byk lontong.... slightly after 7, we headed home. nak get ready to somban plak.

darl balik je, maghrib and dinner sat terus gerak to eyna's hse plak. eventho aiman's party was ekceli during the day, but we still came. fud macam2 ada. lontong, bihun sg, mee bandung, pulut + rendang, kuih koci.. fuh, tak tau nak mkn mana satu. sabo je la... arnd 10pm we headed home. mata dah 1/2 close dah.

sunday... the day....
we wanted to visit mak cik Zah (darl's aunt) @ GH. we planed to go after imi had his morning nap. so, @ 10am die zzZZzz. waited...waited... nearly 12.45pm baru bangun..... so, we decided to feed him lunch dulu la... so, he had his lunch, we got our zohor dulu. and i decided no cooking today. abt 2pm, baru kluar umah. terus gi pelita nasi kandar and we had our lunch there. darl got for himself nasi kandar kambing and myself settle down for nasi kandar ayam kicap madu. for that little botak, we took ayam goreng... mkn...mkn... baru pegi tgk makcik Zah. she was sleeping at that time... nampak very weak and kurus. she is ekceli cancer patient, not sure what stage. ayah cik was also there. borak2 abt 1 hr gak la...
after that, went to tasik titiwangsa plak. but imi was sleeping that time, so darl enjoyed first by himself. ada remote car competition. at abt 5, baru imi jaga... so, die dah syok tgk the cars.
5.30 we make a move. i wanted to go to citibank, nak drop a cheque. kat sini la everythin started. that car, out of sudden, dgn lajunye gi smashed our back. i hit the dashboard sampai benjol dahi. alhamdulillah, imi was ok. i was panic if imi got hit by anythin. klu ada, for sure i will sue this fella.  it happened so fast.

nway, the hasle of doing the report memang la lama. pegi balai polis jln bandar, buat report, amik gambo. and we reached puchong at 8pm. darl maghrib terus gi kajang anta the car to bengkel terus.

that's end my weken. now we are w/out car. patah kaki rasanye..... but, i still grateful that imi was ok and we were not hurt.

i dunno what to write but i feel to write somethin. tah pe nak dibebelkan.

nway, i just bought a slack for imi. imi punye lagi. what did i buy for myself... oh yes, i did buy somethin for myself. all this while asyek dok ingat tuk org lain je. at last, i found somethin and successfully bought it. ekceli, last friday, when i went to maju junction, i bought a slack for myself... so, not really true if i were to say, i have been neglecting myself.

i bough a new genuine leather MNG handbag. brown in color and it was RM90 only...hehheheh... time to change handbag la.. i been using the vincci redish color bag for quite sometime and to have brown hb really makes my day.

back to imi, i bough a hallmark pant. mind u, it was only rm 26 from rm79. hehhehhe.. really teruk, nampaknye sale terus kelabu mata. nway, gud gak die dpt new pants. his poney jeans pun muat2 je... so, balik nanti harus terus fitting kat budak botak tuh.

just called home, imi still tak nak ckp kat tepon. he will scream if the phone ringing but will not talk if we put the gagang kat his ears... sabo je la.. paling2 pun die akan "emmm", "aah...."  tu je la.. but that is more than enuff to hear his voice.