tonite's planning is to go Metro Kajang and went for another stroller search kat Parkson sana BUT darl just called me that mlm nih nak kena tolong his along angkat barang. they are moving to Salak. so, darl made a plan which is i have to turun kat serdang then we will go to metro and get the survey jobs done... i was freaked out. mana bole, dah la jln gi kajang jam, he thinks we can reach there b4 7... silap la, then nak rushing balik for maghrib, then denga lagi his father and mother nagging us abt not going to surau. i am so not agreed with him. but i cannot really say it coz our conversation was on the phone, then die kat sane plak tgh bising. esok plak die ada kenduri kat his fren's hse where he has to help them. lagi skali he asked me to go and wait for him at MIL's hse. again, i am not so agreed with him. oh, his initial plan is actually to go metro after the kenduri, that is why he wanted me to stay at his MIL's hse. then when he changed his mind that go to metro this evening, so that during the weekend, he tak payah thinking abt going anywhere.... i am so pissed off... he is so abondoning my feeling...  so sad la like this.

another 1 day to new year - 2005. any resolution? i guess i just go with the day to day thingy instead of having specific resolutions to be done... anyway, i'm so xcited in coming new year bcoz of baby is goning to be born next April 2005. some of new resolutions this 2005 is to be a good mummy& wife as well, taking good care of my child and also be a good muslim....

just to recap some of things that happen in this few days:

tuesday
nothing much happen on this day.... monday nite went to the mines and south city plaza... went to survey stroller and otther accessories for baby. finally we decided to use up our parkson voucher when we get it. by this time, i'm crossing my finger that we get the voucher ASAP.
sad news from eyna. she informed that  only 1 baby is safe and the other one is not develop, only the karung seem to get bigger and bigger. somehow, doc suh wait and see je..

Wednesday
department was having lunch with Datin, invitation by Datin on her resignation. the lunch was in Spring Garden, KLCC, a chinese rest. i don really a fan of chinese fud, we had 2 occasion b4 this in the same place so, i don really looking forward on the fud, but somehow the menu on this day was ok. we had few dim sum and other chinese fud and it was good...we ended up with dessert and as of me, who is craving for eskrim, i ordered vanila+strawbery flavo.... yuhuuuuu.......
and finally, we got our parkson voucher... yeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......rm600 man.... dlm kepala dah macam2 plan nak buat with that $$$.... the most important thing of coz baby staff la... but i'm thinking not finish it all at the same time, maybe we keep some portion for next year for other staff as well...
after work, darl and i went to bkt jalil indoor stad for the anakku + other brand clearance sale. it was quite good bargain. stroller for rm100 but display item only, playpen yg plastik tu rm150 and other staff are really cheap. abis dlm rm100 gak la, bought 4 pairs of bajus, 2 packs of napkins, botol susu, berus botol, susu powder nye compartment as well as my personal baju dlm..hehhee... ok gakkan... not bad but yg susahnye, all the bajus were all spread away so kena cari baju yg same ngan sluar..  tu yg leceh but apparently darl enjoy doing it....:p

so, next plan is to continue survey in parkson as this weeken is the end of sale....

saturday nite, we went to mamak and off to KL for jln2...

haiyak... this bloody manager has came and gave bad news plak... nak kena siap kan my BB plan table dulu... later, i will continue la...

i went to that zikir session in Rembau and it was not that bad actually. MIL was preparing all kind of staff for me to make me feel convenient. she gave some kuih and air sirap so that i can eat in the jurney, so that i wont feel hungry, then there was a towel and kain batik so that i can have my bath there. ok..ok.. i was being so selfish smalam thinking that MIL was trying to control us... sorry mak.. didnt mean that....
nway, we reached there at 7pm.... the zikir was done in the arwah tok guru's hse... it was really a nice hse.. umah kayu and the woods are really nice and still in gud condition. wonder why nobody interesting to live there. if i got the chance, why not me and darl staying there as our weken hse.. emm... nice hah....hehhehhe.... really it was a nice hse... tak nampak cam umah lama langsung. it just that it has a moden window. if it is the old/tradisional window and pintu, like those old minangkabau window, the house will be nicer.... sejuk dok umah camtu....

nway, yesterday lunch at TGI was great.. the fud was yummy.. i ate Black Pepper chicken with salad and chips... the source was great... we enjoyed the lunch basically. sambil merasa other's meal as well, i took lil bit mash potato and lil bit of pasta.... we started with sup, (i got mushroom sup), then the main course and lastly the dessert where we got to share 3 dessert with 5 people but obviously it was very big portion and we cannot even finished it. our choice was mocha mud pie, brownie and banana bread pudding. only banana bread pudding yg kureng sket, others were superb...
we had also a simple game where elaince has emailed to everyone to answer fews question on "Most Likely..." game. basically ada 10 question and among the glameres were Class Bully, Prom Queen and King, Teacher's Pet and Miss Malaysia with fluttering eyes... and more fun was to celebrate Dona and Nik's besday. they had to stand on the chair, everyone sang besday song with the TGI staff making the background music.. it was so fun. salute to elaine to make all this happen and great, u deserve a big applause from all of us....

today, as usual i supposed to go back to MIL's hse for the usual zikir day, but last few days MIL was already mentioned that this week zikir will be done in Rembau (read: the old surau from the previous tok guru). she wanted me to go, asked me to come back early to join them. i said, it will be rather difficult becoz i cannot just simple walk away from ofis, and how early is that early. usually i go back at 5.30 sharp, and reach serdang station at 6.20pm. i can reach home by 6.45. so, what time shud i be there??? i said, i cannot take another leave as my leave is very limited, left with 2.5 days. i told darl abt this as well. he said nothing la so i thot we might no going.. but yesterday, darl told me that MIL insist that we go becoz she wanted us to bring Ami and Lan and herself as well. i was not feeling gud abt this. at a side, i think MIL is trying to jump into our lives but instruct is what to do, on the other hand of coz i wanted to go but it was just the timing is not rite. i told darl that i will see what i can do. darl said, i can just come back at the usual time, he will pick me at BJ as usual, and drive to Rembau straight away. He said MIL ask me to mandi there... what the heck is that... mandi where???? i asked darl, where can i get my bath? surau got bilik air? i mean a proper one???? i would rather not to mandi at all... for me that is too much la.... i usually reach BJ at 6.10, the journey to rembau may takes 1.5hrs, i said to darl by the time we reach there people already started. and we yg  baru sampai nak mandi2 plak... i dunno la.... what say u?
this morning i told darl that we just can go frm BJ la... i cannot take leave, i cannot leave early so, i just come back as usual.... we'll see how it will turn up later...... goshhhhhhhh.........
sometimes i just feel that MIL is not being fair to us. come on la....

balik je, terus mandi and maghrib.... after that, terus betukang kat dapur... darl helped to goreng telo, itupun pas kena bebel... gosh, man is so  susah nak tolong kat dapur....
didip arrived at 9pm++..... borak2 till 10pm++... darl said, he wanted to go F1 sbb ada racing... i was a bit crancky sket but didnt say NO, coz i knew that was his interest... but out of sudden at 11pm, he asked to ikut him.. rupenye die tak jadi pegi and we went to uptown...hehhhehe.. love u darl..!!!

on sunday, we went to JJ.. thinking to tgk2 maternity shirt but tak jumpa yg bekenan, or actually tak worth with the price.... so, jln2 kejap, balik umah... at 3pm, went to MIL's hse sbb ada open hse at sal's fren.... balik puchong balik at 7pm....