otw back, konon2 tak nak masuk MRR2, knowing that the jam must be really mad cow, so ikut la sg besi hiway.... slightly ok tapi actually worst gak... merangkak kat tol... tapi alhamdulillah after tol, the road was clear... baru teringat, rupenye2 that nite is Piala Malaysia final (perlis vs kedah).. no wonder byk keta with kedah and perlis flags... reached sg merab 6pm.. terus bawa all the things... tgk2 diorang tgh complete kan barang hantaran... tolong settlekan ape yg patut.. tolong letak karpet and other necessary things. it was already passed 7pm, SIL dah ready to make up, cuma tunggu org nak makeup kan je... sambil2 nak mandi, kena gak prepare for my darl.. eversince friday, my quality time with darl was nil (read: zero). so, siapkan baju die...sian my big baby tuh.. love darl..:).. dah siap semayang, without bukak telukung lagi, terus gi tgk SIL.. sib baik angah (makcik daughter) tgh tolong2 kan... terus buat and pakai baju siap2.... masa tuh dah 8++pm.... pengantin lelaki dah sampai... i took the opportunity to relax kejap kat dlm bilik pengantin, with aircon... legaaaaa............ the event went smooth even though ada sket2 la unrelated things (read: pak long melambat2 kan process, tanye pasal maksud and whatsoever... trying to make it hard???)...but alhamdulillah at 9pm++, SIL selamat dinikahkan.... i went for mkn coz my baby dah berkokok asking for fud.. sian baby.... dah abih, nearly 11/12am, i was tak larat, tetido dah atas katil.....

sunday morning started with preparing brekfes for ourselves as well as for kelantan's people.... letih siut.... dah siap2, terus potong oren for that kenduri.. dah siap, almost 11am, terus mandi, pakai yellow theme kale baju and tolong siapkan mkn pengantin.... nearly 12pm, darl came and bagitau that mak abh dah sampai... t erus gi layan diroang plak... so, my day was quite hectic... dah petang, tolong angakat pinggan2 koto and bungkus2 lauk... bile pengantin dah start tukar baju, baru darl and me naik umah baring2 kat aircon... fuh, sedapnyeeeeeeee........

actualy i was not in bekenan kat my BIL#2, which i think he's so no friendly.... he is so not famili ties.. dah pagi isnin, die buat few remaks that make me hates him much more... sebok ckp, masa after kenduri kat kelantan, pagi2  tak de pun brekfes menda lain, mkn nasi je... tak macam kat sg merab where actually i bought roti canai... so what.... yg die gi makan roti canai buat pe... nasi melambat2 kat dlm rice cooker but he still choose roti canai kan... bodoh betul.. and then, bile mak cakap few of her besen dah jadi tpt minyak hitam, he was sayinng laki sape tuh... and he said to his wife that nasib baik die tak cam tuh... xcuse me, kalau nak harapkan org macam die, dah la tak reti nak jaga keta, main blasah je bawak keta, tak merasa keta tu nak bawa gi tumpat.. so irritating and i cannot even look at his face... so arrogant betul.. but i didnt tell darl abt it....

4. bajus (1-5mths)
5. stroller..?
6. car seat..?

i will keep on updating the list as time goes on..

ingat cam nak start buying all the big things dulu but then cam org  tua ckp cannot over acting.. kena tunggu dah dekat2 nak besalin nanti but then, i was thinking kalau dah dekat ngan nak besalin, mana la larat nak jln2 beshopping... tah la ekk....

i have a bad experience b4.. this is actually my 2nd prenency.. i did D&C last May because my baby was not developed that well and it died on the 5th weeks.. it just stop developed. so, i have to do the D&C.. alhamdulillah, i only took 2 mths to get pregnen back, and it was (really) unexpected.. it all happened on August. my depart had team building session in go-kart F1 sepang. i was actually not expecting and was having so much fun driving the go-kart as that was my first time trying it. we have been given 2 laps for training purposes and another 2 laps for the so called real game.. and to be surprise our team won the 1st place...hehhe.. eventhough there was no prizes but we had so much fun.
at the same time, of coz me and my darl was actually trying to conceive but i told my darl that we cannot count august as i went for the go-kart.. that is why when caming back for the teambuilding, and my body just felt something different (re: tak sedap badan, rasa cam nak demam, penin2 sket but not muntah) i was just not layan at all. even when my darl trying to make fun of it i was not layan him at all. i was actually waiting for my period as my period is actually quite constant and regular. so, when i missed my period for 2-3 days, i was blur. takkan la kot.... 1 day, otw to ofis in the lrt, i was just tak sedap hati. i just felt that i need to the test, check whether i am +ve or not. sampai je kat klcc, i droped at gurdian and bought he usual pregnancy tester, murah je... so, i did the test in the ofis toilet and wuhuuuuuu..... it was +ve... my body was shaking and i was so mixed up... little bit happy, speechless and donno wat to do.. i keep on watching the tester, betul ke nih +ve... the 2nd line cam tak clear sgt and i thot cam tak je.. so, i rang my darl and told him abt it... he was actually tekezut coz i did in the ofis. he was actually nak suh i buat jugak but maybe in 1 wk time... so, that day memang i jadi tak tentu arah kejap sbb still speechless. masa balik, when my darl fetched me, i showed him the tester.. he said, betul la tuh...hhehhe....
so the next week i went to SMC and check. the doc confirm coz can see the sack but still cannot determine tthe heartbeat which i still takut if it happen like the 1st one... my next appointment was another 2 wks time and it was a very very long 2 wks sbb tak sanggup nak tunggu.. when the 8th wks came, we went  back to SMC and doc skali lagi scan... alhamdullilah doc can see the heartbeat... fuhh... legaaaa......... syukur kepada Allah.
my next checkup was on our 1st day of posa... and to my surprise we can actually see the shape...hehheh... i can see the head and the body. not very clear but i can see my little angel inside me...:). how amazing.......
the next chckup will be tomorrow... i will be abt 19 wks. not sure what test i need to do 2morrow, urine test? blood test? hppefully my little angel is doing fine inside there...amin... my stomach tak nampak lagi, but i cannot wear the normal cloth.. baju kurung or jubah bole la...  the normal pants dah ketat and nak pakai maternity cam klako la plak sbb still gelebeh2... so, for the time being, i have to bear wearing baju kurung every day..

talking abt pregnency, eyna (university mate) has finally pregnen after 5 yrs of marriage and after all types of treatment that she gone through.... congrates Na... alhamdulillah... Allah tu maha adil.. but she got some bleeding and not has to go thru bed rest until next week. to my surprise she's actually will get twin... tapi as of last week, only 1 showed hearbeat and another 1 maybe malu sket kot. so, kena tunggu next week to get the real result. we pray for u my fren. skarang tinggal ija je lagi. or maybe becoz die long distance so, susah sket kot... but then, ada gak yg long distance, slamba jek cam k.meen. infact she got 2 kids now...hehhe... semue tu rezeki Allah. insyallah our turn will come.

okla, my hand dah sakit asyek menaip je... nak gi semayang dulu. write again later..